Goodbye 2009…welcome 2010…

2009 maybe is a tough year for me…many things ups and down…I have bad and good things happen at this year…lucky and unluckily..but forget about the bad things…things that sometimes can make me cry again..so let it go by the wind..hahhah..…so wanna rebuilt myself for 2010….here maybe my list for 2010..

1) want to be a good muslim..

2) want to be a good wife n mother

3) want to work harder and achieve my goals to launch ringgitringgit.com..i want to make this happen…

4) want to get pregnant..kalo ader rezeki..hehehhe….

5) want blackberry storm for my bezday or have to buy by myself..hehehehhehe..so please buy blackberry for me…hahhaha

6) want to be happy and no more worst thing happen..

7) learn all the mistake from 2009…

8) hope the best…

happy new year…..

Nur damia lutfiah

Nur damia lutfiah….congrats to bulat…for her new baby girl..sgt2 comel….

subway

Had lunch at subway..already open at masalam..lunch with dilla..she want try ate subway since she never ate before..and as usual the food awesome…hehheeehhehe

Thai restaurant

Here again about food..see I will gain weight if ate all food but luckily my weight maintain the same..huhuhuhu….dilla and I went to thai restaurant at masalam..cant remember the name..the food really awesome…we ate thai tomyam, siakap 3 rasa, sotong celup tepung…really2 full.huhuhuhu..i really like that place…enjoy…

Happy birthday boss..

21 dec is my boss’s birthday…happy birthday..we bought him cupcake and give Versace perfume as a present…we wish u all the best and god bless u always…we were happy working with u…..and hope have increment, bonus etc…hehehe…once again happy birthday….

happy wedding day.. ain

On 18 December 2009 is a date of my best friend wedding…I know her since 2000 when we enter uniten..she is civil engineering student and my housemate that time..then be roommate then housemate then neighbor then housemate..whatever we still be together until finish study…been friends like forever…my shoulder to cry on..and my sleeping partner..don't misunderstanding…we not lesbian but i'm scared to sleep alone..so she always accompany me…so I always slept with her…I think I really scared slept alone in the room..even when I was at mrsm also I always slept with my friends..feel safe….coz I afraid sleep alone…even I switch on the light....always think about scary movie and so on…she always be there for me even after we finish study…still keep in touch…always say hi to each other….and she is my bridesmaid when I married few years ago…now she married..happily for her coz she already found her true love…being married to someone that we love is so awesome….so ain…selamat pengantin baru…semoga kekal ke akhir hayat kay…love u…friends forever….

aina...

Aina so happy play at jusco playland……so layan jer…..

Lemon....

I went to crocs sale but not sale at all.. but satisfied with the food at lemon’s restaurant..first time try their food….for me its delicious especially tomyam and its speciliaty lemon chicken chop…huhuhuhu…so guy, try it…so delicious….lemon at mines…

Chili’s da best

I cant remember what the exact date I went to chili…think early dec…I dunno know but I like chili’s a lots than other food…we ate at chili’s and order all the favourite foods and not forget my favourite dessert molten choc cake..awesome…aina also like it a lots…

holiday at jb...

maybe too late update blog for my last2 holiday....last weekend i think went to jb my sis house...my mum assist me to go and can persuade me...and as u know i'm the person that really like go holiday...just to relax my mind..this year a little bit stress..so at least can clear my mind without thinking any of jobs...uhuhuhuhuhu...ok first of all sorry guys..no pics..hehehheh..maybe tired to snap pix...ok we went there start saturday around 1pm...then my baby meragam a little then we stop by RR seremban i think or ayer keroh melaka....cant remember which one...huhuhuhu...ate kfc...huhuhu...semua cam kebulur especiallly my sis siti...she ate until her fries out from her mouth...cna u imagine that..haaahaha..sgt2 buruk makan...n sgt2 kuat makan even kurus sgt2..huhuhu....rugi xamik gambar..can post here..heehe..dont angry ct...then continue until jb....reach jb around 5 i think..so lepak kat umah jer....then that night mak long and pak ngah also went there..ader kenduri ..so stop by at my sis house also..so that night my mum cook and i help her cook vegetables...sedap gaks..hehhehe..so that night actually wanna go out but just stop by at jusco tebrau...omg....ramai giler org....sampai xlarat n no mood to shop there...huhuhuhu...so kuar jerla..and we assume jb city mesti ramai org.since first week..org dapat gaji....so i remember one stall prata yg memang sedap kat situ....cheese prata dier mmg best sgt2....huhu..so pergila makan situ...ajak my mum and aunt also...huhuhu..balik tido...second day we have wed invitation at batu pahat...my bro's friend...ingatkan dekat jauh sgt2..dahla xbawak baju kurung..borrow from my sis....semua dah kelaparan ..as usual i not ate too much and still hungry...then go at ayer hitam i think..buy toys for aina...makan2 balik...that night ate at seafood restaurant...semua kelaparan..n xsempat2..aina siap merengek2 lapa...so makan samapai kekenyangan...balik nak tido tapi ingat nak carik burger tapi dha tido malas nak kuar..so on monday...back to kl..on da way stop by at muar...see my dad there..he has training there..lunch with assam pedas..best giler...makan xhengat...n after that stop by at RR seremban..yong tow fuu dier mmg sgt2 sedap..u all should try it..i think not many place at jb i go...coz actually wanna go to the zone..tapi pkkan sure ramai giler..malas..i dont want go to place that too crowded with people..coz make me feel tense...coz i need some peaceful place..to relax my mind.....next holiday maybe cameroon....huhuhuh

naruto i need you...

if i have power like naruto i want to do clone of myself and do all my task in one time..huhuhu...this time need naruto...help me..nantagure...huhuuhuhuh..but i got spirit like naruto...never give up...no pain no gain..so wake up dude...face the reality....have to do job and finish all the task...and unluckily this month have many holidays....sultan selangor, awal muharam, christmas, new year...omg...holiday but need to work...cannot coz i already schedule my holiday..and have to take leave for my bestfriend wedding..sorry ajie have to take just one more leave..i only have two hands..one brain..hehehe need to think...but dont worry try my best to finish it...i think this month i dont have much time spend with my family and myself..maybe little bit busy but what to do..have to do...and hopefully once launch can rest a little bit and please give me bonus to spend it...huhuhuh..sorry for my hubby..aina but i try my best to spend quality time with both of u....and have some time to spend for myself..relaxing..do spa...marie...facial...omg need massage also....that's why need bonus...huhuhu...and thanks to my mum...sis..bro take care of my child this pass 2 weeks..so i can do my job until late night...tomorrow another sale..crocs sale..but boy go to philipines....he told us sms him size of crocs shoes...thanks boy...ok wanna start my work...nescafe on da way..hehhehe..need stay up....aina go to sleep..mama wanna work....

i need time..

I need time..i need space..i dunno what to do but sometimes its really hurt me…i don’t want to be so selfish but did everyone appreciate me…always satisfied others but did everyone just take a little time satisfied me also…appreciate a little bit…right now I’m really dunno what to do…think and think over again…try to be strong and please god make me strong to face the reality….and please don’t make me be someone else…another person that I don’t want to be..because this is me…accept it because I deserve the happiness in my life….

working a little bit late...

today going back a little bit late...coz waiting for my husband from kl to take me..actually we go to work with different car but when we stay at cheras which is my mum house so just go by one car..sometimes i sent him first to office but today he want use car so he send me first...so have to wait and already miss my little girl....when i go to work she still sleep..so i dont want to wake her up coz i afraid she want to follow me...always said mama work...huhuhhuhuhu...so now wanna finish my task but no mood at all...huhuhuhu...so quiet this opis...boss ader luar segan nak pasang muzik...hehheheh...its already december...end of the year...and next year will be new year..i dunno know if i already complete all my wish for this year...but i think i will leave this year with happily and make next year will be great and better than this year..and of course wanna lose weight...setiap tahun azam..but this year kurusla skit....hahhahahha...

i do love u...

maybe i dont said much lately..maybe u wonder if i'm still love u or not...always u ask whether i love u or not..maybe u think i'm not love u anymore...but deeply in my heart i do love u...

money..money..money..

huhuhu..after raya as usual i always use spent money..buy many things...actually my shopping activities maybe reduce a little bit but cannot say no to warehouse sale or sale up till 90%..hahhahah...ader ker..maybe this year my boss have to give me bonus to cover all that...heheheh....but i just spent a liitle bit..xderla utang sampai beribu2 xleh bayar..heheheheh....coz i'm don't like use credit card and pay only minimum payment or just pay a little because I dont like to pay interest..hahahhaha..even interest just skit jer..tapi mmg xsuke..suke cam statement clear jer....huhuhuhu...i always pray can get bonus or token for my work..hopefully this year can get it...huhuhuuhuh...so now have to do budgetting...but maybe wanna go to johor...visit my sis..lama xjupe..sian plak dier nanti dier dtg sini xder plak aku...so sian dier lama xjupe..so camner nak bajet nih..hehehehhehe....xper duit bole dicari...along tolong banjer aku yek kat sana...hahahahah..tapi xsure pergi ker tak lagi..depends keje camner...huhuhu...by da way baru balik kampung..penat xabis lagi ni...huhuhuh...maybe makan byk daging kot...huhuhuhuhu..

tired.....

I’m busy lately….of course many things have to do..but this work..when we work at private sector we have to face that we have sometimes do a little extra work…maybe sometimes have to stay back, make work at home..as usual I really like work from home..coz more flexi..u does not need to rush go to office..sometimes when I’m work from home I wake up..take a bath…had breakfast then can start my work..easy right..no need to iron cloth which I always iron for 1 week..no need to touch up my face..heheheh..even I not wear any makeup but still takes time….so save time…and sometimes I work till 3 or 4 am in the morning…so can u imagine if I can get up in the morning..of course nope…bgn semayang jer..then tido balik…last weekend before raya aldiladha I work till 5 am..seriously very tired but no pain no gain..and I’m the person if I want to achieve something I will do it no matter what happen…I’m do the presentation for mosti..hopefully can get the fund..seriously I wish can get it…for me I want to get it…so I need to sacrifice my time..to make it perfect…I finalize the presentation on Tuesday 10pm..all is ready…my boss also practice the speech coz he the one who will represent it..I'm only the assistant..but the technical part I have to answer it…then on Wednesday we meet at putrajaya for presentation..semangat jugakla even very tired coz work late that night..nak make sure all perfect..huhuhuhu….and as usual one panel really don’t like us just because we use the technology that very well than them..as usual he attack us like hell..but my boss answers the entire question that makes sense..for me are we doing the best…our system is first in Malaysia..but sometimes they cannot open their eyes..how it works in malaysia..it’s ok and just waits for the result..ader rezeki aderla..bak kate boss aku…kalo hak kiter akan jadik hak kiter..kalo bukan hak kiter buatla macam mana hebat pun bukan hak kiter..and just pray to Allah hopefully we can get it…maybe some people don’t really care if company got or not..but for me I really care because the system I built up by myself…when I enter the company my knowledge about it is 0..i don’t know anything…but when my boss just give me 2 weeks to make a performance otherwise he will find another programmer…so I learn. I try doing it by myself…and finally I can do it..then I go for training to know better. then here I am. built up the system by myself..I'm proud of myself..that’s why I really love this system and wanna make it happen..launch and everybody will use it. that’s why I’m still here doing my work. I’m not plan move to another company. I like working here. my boss also nice person. he has a good ethic and very nice..can give and take with me, open minded..even lots of people not really like me...but I happy here..also have a good friend dilla….thanks helping that night..kalo tak lambatla lagi balik..huhuhu..nangisla aku…huhuhu…some people here ask me just quit the job..but ups to u to talk about me. I don’t care..katela kesayangan boss ker..aper ker. I just don’t care coz only my boss and dilla know what I’m doing here…what I hope to be..bila dah success so orang yang suke mengata tuh akan tgk result macammana..what my boss doing is serious..not just wanna finish company money…that’s why I want to show to that people..kadang2 biler manusia di atas dia akan lupe yang di bawah….tapi kiter kena ingat hidup kiter macam roda…xpayah kiter dengki dengan rezeki org kerana tuhan dah tetapkan rezeki kiter…kalo kiter suke dengki xder aper yang kiter dapat selain perasaan yang tidak tenang…aper yang tuhan dah tetapkan adalah rezeki kiter..berdoa la kiter supaya sentiasa dimurahkan rezeki…bukan dengan menutup rezeki org lain…now I'm busy again….wanna do proposal for another fund and also modification of my system…so peoplee out there..don't u ever said I’m don’t have any work to do because I’m have many works to do…lastly selamat ari raya aidiladha…maaf zahir batin…